Hi,space,sorry to be back so late that you have put on a new face quite differing the style i like.

 

it's so hard to describe what i'm thinking since so much occured to some ones i really concerned this week.

 

first,my roomate the guy i personlly think is one of those i can turst changed his gf.the position was replaced by a virgin but he kept the sex relationship with the ex...moreover,after the angel fell to the groud by my roomate she was determined to say goodbye for no reason...the same day ex came back and life reversed as before just like nothing happened.they still ml ignoring i'm hardworking with my awful master exam.another shock i got is they told me that they had made an abortion which means they killed a child.omg,it's true life  that i thought would only happened in my blithering novel.it seems that the master exam in 30 days is nothing to the guy.whatever i said,i couldn't persuadue him to concentrate himself on the priority.i have to say life is out of  control totally.

 

second,i got mom's urgent phone call this morning when i was yet absorbed in a fantasitc dream that my aunt passed away and i must go to the hospital ASAP.it was  the worst news of Y2008 to me.i was at a loss when i saw the body and the tearing persons around.i mean i was unawared and unprepared for the whole things.it was just tuesday that i went to see aunt lying on the same bed.she was so fine i swear to god i saw it.when i helped her dress on the socks she smiled and praised me that i was qualified to be a good handsome husband in near future.it was just yesterday that mun told the operation was so successful to be regarded as a teaching case and aunt had already begining to eat what she wanted.and today what i saw is such a messy vision.people cry almost everyone and every second.i guess that it reminded mom of her unfortunate childhold that grandmother passed away when mom was at the same age as aunt's only daughter.what impressed me most was uncle hold one hand of aunt and said we three together while my sisiter hold the other.i could nearly felt the heartbroking.it is love and it is life.

 

maybe as Heros told us it was our destiny.we are unable to change anything.

 

PS i have made up of my mind not to watch Heros any more before the exam except season 1.it is obviously i got American TV series Syndrome again.how can you imagine a man like me is  writing a log in english and talk with roomate in english...

 

time to sleep.